urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:all_the_sevens I was surrounded Break a sweat 2006-12-04T21:20:57Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:all_the_sevens:53301 2006-12-04T21:20:57Z 2006-12-04T21:20:57Z have I ever mentioned that genocied isn't sucha bad idea on a large scale? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:all_the_sevens:53000 2006-10-19T19:05:43Z 2006-10-19T19:05:43Z last night I took aderol for the first time and drank lots of beer and smoked good weed, just to get the mindset across.<br /><br />I had a conversation with myself last night.<br /><br />I figured out whats going on, think of the last like five years or so as the span of the roman empire. It was GLORIOUS. fights were small friends were good, drugs were plentiful and as fucked as we all were none of it mattered by friday night.<br /><br />now Rome is burning and all the shouts and screams and logic I can force out of my tiny smoke riddled lungs means nothing becuase I never actually use my voice and i can only really put my thoughts together when I'm alone and content.<br /><br />my job now is to play the backround music and enjoy the warmth of the flames that are eating away at the foundation of my existance.<br /><br />I'm really glad no one really reads my live journal entries like this make no sens nd besieds bitching these are the only ones I make.<br /><br />also I feel really happy right now, first time in a while. It's weird in light of all the recent events. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:all_the_sevens:52834 2006-10-04T15:11:02Z 2006-10-04T15:11:02Z I MISS DAVID PRESCOTT LIKE YOU WOULDN'T BELIEVE.<br /><br />I MISS ALAN <br /><br />I MISS ED KELSEY, thank god he calls me and we try and hangout when we can, that kid is the one true friend.<br /><br />I miss everyone<br /><br />I can drink a bottle of whiskey in an hour and not puke or get really drunk, and still wake up intime for work. I find this impressive...and depressing<br /><br />I got my internet back<br /><br />I want to go to this rad record store with derek and gill apparently it's o.g. hardcore heaven <br /><br />I spend most of my time now at school/wok/making mix tapes/drinking heavily<br /><br />so someone should give me something else to do<br /><br />like hangout with them<br /><br />if the good die young we'll fucking live forever urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:all_the_sevens:52586 2006-09-26T18:27:58Z 2006-09-26T18:27:58Z I realize now that I have a few hours in between school and work each day in wich i can make bad ass mix tapes. I have music, you have music, lets get this done.<br /><br />I'll make you a tape with whatever you want on it for a small fee and have it to you with in two or three days depending on when I see you/ how long it takes for me to get it to you in the mail.<br /><br />the cost will pretty muc be:<br /><br />some of your CD's for a few days<br /><br />However many blank tapes you want filled with beautiful sounds<br /><br />2 bucks for my trouble.<br /><br />if you want me to put my music on tape for you it's only gunna cost you a blank tape.<br /><br />not liking you fee's apply.<br /><br />I'll make a mix tape for anyone, but if it's someone I don't like a 2.00 fee applys for dealing with your ass. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:all_the_sevens:52300 2006-09-24T20:55:32Z 2006-09-24T20:55:32Z I've ruined my liver, and laughed my ass off for the last three days. steele reserve is the best beer I think I've ever drank besides pabst.<br /><br />but seriously<br /> booze booze booze, dissapointment, indecesion, life. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:all_the_sevens:52215 2006-09-04T01:40:43Z 2006-09-04T01:40:43Z I Don't just hate this man, I hate all men....I hate life.<br /><br />I love how an episode of the sopranos for like two years ago totally sums up my day. I hate blacking out and waking up in weird places. it leave me tired and angry for the rest of the day and when I black out i do stupid shit and I hate dealing with it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:all_the_sevens:51754 2006-08-17T04:12:34Z 2006-08-17T04:12:34Z humor has it's place but we need to be aware of the pain it can sometimes bring a joke to you might not be so funny, so take the time to think it out before you open up your mouth. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:all_the_sevens:51667 2006-08-15T01:49:04Z 2006-08-15T01:49:04Z the Beatles blackouts<br />shows<br />tattoos<br />friends<br />miss lots of people hangout with people everyday<br />love life<br />hate life<br />it's all the fucking same to everyone<br /><br />Biz As Uge<br /><br />peace urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:all_the_sevens:51214 2006-08-05T16:18:26Z 2006-08-05T16:18:26Z gorilla biscuits. so I've pretty much been waiting for tonight since mason let me hear gorilla biscuits at liek the end of my freshmen year. <br /><br />this is the band hat got me into hardcore, it's the band that got alot of kids into hardcore. sure arthurs singing, sure it's not like this is their first ro last reunion show, but for christe sakes I'd go nuts for a gorilla biscuits cover band, so a band with original members IS GOING TO BLOW MY FUCKING MIND.<br /><br />if they play stand still or hold your ground tonight I don't think I could handle it. I usually get really excited about shit like this. I'm really really fucking excited.<br /><br /><br />also my neck is fucking killing me. but it looks pretty good. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:all_the_sevens:51115 2006-08-05T04:49:34Z 2006-08-05T04:49:34Z backstabbers inc. neck tattoo. pictures please. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:all_the_sevens:50819 2006-08-02T12:35:00Z 2006-08-02T12:35:00Z some kinda hate I seriously hate getting arressted, like not that it happens all the time, but it just sucks. cop cars are un comftorble police stations are fucking smelly and cold, and being arressted half asleep on your way to work for some lame fucking thing like my licence being suspended is bullshit becuase now I have to spend all day trying to get shit together and try to make it into.<br /><br />I FUCKING HATE COPS, I HATE LAWS, I HATE FUCKING EVERYTHING.<br /><br />I sound like I'm fifteen.so all my money is gone.<br /><br />No new ink<br /><br />no sweet merch on saturday(if my ticket even comes in on time, and I can get down there becuase now I don't have a fucking car), probably not going to be able to buy dead ledgends at our show on sunday.<br /><br />no hanging out unless someone else can drive if I don;t get my car and licence back like fucking to-day.<br /><br />GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH<br /><br />and I have to keep my self out of troubble until the thiryfirst of august.<br /><br />no partys<br /><br />no vandalisim (not like it's a regular occurence but I've been known to break a window or light fire works off in a parking lot)<br /><br />no fun<br />no fun <br />no fun<br />no fun<br />no fun<br />no fun urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:all_the_sevens:50583 2006-07-31T19:43:21Z 2006-07-31T19:43:21Z <img src="http://i44.photobucket.com/albums/f16/Affiliateddemo/WARPEDTOUR-1.jpg"><br /><br />kinda want to go to warped tour. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:all_the_sevens:50348 2006-07-22T03:34:58Z 2006-07-22T03:34:58Z wolfbrigade outlaw vagabond urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:all_the_sevens:50105 2006-07-20T15:17:08Z 2006-07-20T15:17:08Z I've spent everyday since february waking up feeling like my life is just going to explode. So I try keeping it together., but now I'm kind of wondering...would it really be that bad if everything just blew up in my face? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:all_the_sevens:49825 2006-07-17T07:21:19Z 2006-07-17T07:21:19Z New found glory Alan rules.<br /><br />my ears are a lot bigger now<br /><br />my new job is alright<br /><br />blacking out at justins and being rediculous is alright<br /><br />I still haVE A LOT OF KIDS i HAVN'T HUNGOUT WITH LIKE ALL SUMMER<br /><br />got my lip tattooed<br /><br />trying to find a place to live<br /><br />I'm going to go drive around some more and waste gas, and time becuse I'll never ever sleep up ever again. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:all_the_sevens:49643 2006-07-14T06:42:05Z 2006-07-14T06:42:05Z bones brigade I have a new job.<br /><br />I cut meat at hannfords, but mostly work in the deli.<br /><br />I have a car<br /><br />I still need aplace to live<br /><br />I want new shoes<br /><br />I saw You,me, and dupree tonight<br /><br />the name of the movie should be changed To Ed, Dave, and Kenny in ten or 15 years<br /><br />I want to party, lets party urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:all_the_sevens:49364 2006-07-10T22:33:00Z 2006-07-10T22:33:00Z Dark throne I went to bed at like eight forty five today.<br /><br />I had the weirdest fucking dream ever. All that I can remember of it now is that I killed one of my good friends (not saying who. Like They just kept antagonizing me and ridiculing me and I kept swinging at them and missing so finally I headbutted him. I thought it was just going to be forhead contact but I got his nose and it went right into his braind and blood was everywhere and he died. It was really graphic, and I could have sworn it was real . The worst part was all i could think abotu after it was said and done was how much I missed that person.Thank god I wokeup and realized it was all a dream, I was getting really upset, in the dream. I never have dreams eaither so it;s weird. It's been freaking me out all dayand it dosn't help that I have like no gas and no one to hangout with to keep my mind off of it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:all_the_sevens:48962 2006-07-09T05:48:12Z 2006-07-09T05:48:12Z SO MUCH FUN<br /><br /><br />Major fire works went off behinde the bowling alley in portsmouth tonight.<br /><br />Now I'm not saying that I was there, and I'm not saying that ed threw one on the roof, and I'm not even saying that we ran away from the cops in one of the most daring escapes ever. But if we had, it would have been awsome.<br /><br />Then ed and I followed some car for like half an hour trying to scare some kids, it didn't work. BUMMER.<br /><br />didn't drink at all today, first time in six or seven months.<br /><br />getting my lip tatooed tuesday, backstabbers tomorrow.<br /><br />stay fly dhs urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:all_the_sevens:48823 2006-07-06T04:10:04Z 2006-07-06T04:10:04Z I want to get everyone I know together..<br /><br />rochester, dover, portsmouth,boston havrill whatever anyone I know all my frined just one big group and have liek a cook out beach party day. I want to just mess things up and drink beer and soda and eat hamburgurs and tofu burgurs or whatever just everyne hanging out and having fun with like lots of pictures and good times. theres to much negativity, to much being responsible, too much work. we all need a fucking long sunny good day off...so lets fucking take it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:all_the_sevens:48472 2006-07-03T02:57:23Z 2006-07-03T02:57:23Z sheer terror I fixed my car<br /><br />I'm down three days only 27 left until I'm offically homeless. give me your couch.<br /><br />I need to get a job to live, so hire me.<br /><br /><br />I'll be someones chauffer for gas money+ cigaretts+booze. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:all_the_sevens:48227 2006-06-29T03:13:36Z 2006-06-29T03:13:36Z Jawbreaker Kicked out, don't want to talk about it.<br /><br />sleeping in moms basement fifty bucks for the month plus buying my own food.<br /><br />if yo have aplace to work and they need helpo tell me cause I need JOBZ JOBZ JOBZ<br /><br />I only have a month here and then I'm gone.<br /><br />I just helped my sister turn my old room into her new room<br /><br />I feel like shit.<br /><br />JOB JOBZ JOBZ JOBZ JOBZ urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:all_the_sevens:48084 2006-06-21T15:49:52Z 2006-06-21T15:49:52Z Karthoum-we build robots to kill gods I don't even know whats going on anymore. Like it's hard to put a finger on whats wrong. I don't feel sad, I'm not like depressed, I just kind of feel like something is terribly wrong and I know how to fix it, i just don't know what it is. <br /><br />I start woring at the Puppy palace today and then we're playing on belknap street tonight. I have a feeling it's going to be one of our last shows. <br /><br />I still have to get gorilla biscuts tickets. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:all_the_sevens:47692 2006-06-12T01:02:42Z 2006-06-12T01:02:42Z Three hours until I'm eighteen fuck yes. <br /><br />Two days till I graduate.<br /><br />Finally done moving. <br /><br />We can't have alot of people over anymore though, our nieghbors are douche bags.<br /><br />It's bull shit that just becuase i don't have a car i havn't been to a show in a while.<br />I fucking drive tons of kids to shows always call people to ask if they want to come and no one ever fucking calls me or offers me a ride when i need/want one.9 this last comment excludes rochester kids and justin. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:all_the_sevens:47534 2006-05-28T02:23:13Z 2006-05-28T02:23:13Z Metallica FUCK YES school is over in like what five days? Three days? I have like fucking two finals to take. I'm so ready for this. Lots of people are gunna be bummed, this is to be expected, but fuck it. For me graduatiing high school will just mean one less mind fuck everyday. SO fucking ready to leave high school. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:all_the_sevens:47122 2006-05-25T03:07:57Z 2006-05-25T03:07:57Z practice was good today, wrote a new song. I guess we're not playing the skate park show.<br /><br />Luckily the set your goals show is the day after prom so I'm gunna go right after work. No lie.